Last night I cared for a patient that tested positive 8 days ago. He was worsening while self quarantining and presented quite ill. He had a fever, a fast heart heart rate, fast breathing but most striking was a low oxygen saturation. His chest X-ray was clear 8 days ago, but he had bilateral pneumonia on his X-ray last night. I called ID who recommended to give plaquenil in addition to antibiotics. The dosing is as follows: 400mg every twelve hours for 2 doses followed by 8 doses of 200mg twice daily. I am hopeful, but I will see.
This morning I am a mixed bag, but I am thankful for the brave nurse that did everything for my patient. As I signed out to my colleague, who is two years out of training, he offered to take any of my shifts that I wanted to give up to protect me. As I walked out of the pod, I thanked him and said that I am fine. I told him that I love medicine and will continue to care for all for as long as I can. I drove home sobbing thinking about my Emergency colleagues in NY and what they are experiencing. I have not been able to sleep and woke up after 4 hours.
Please stay safe all. This is serious.