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Prithee, where for art thou, Fra Andolinko? Almost three months since the last Andolink siting? Has the sun been blotted out from the sky? How doest one Keep Up With the Andolinks when the Andolink hides his face and his good works remain hidden from view? Must we now rend our clothes to wander aimlessly in the wasteland with no compass, no North Star to guide us?Hope you’re well and staying safe Andy. I’ve been happily falling down the Quobuz and Idagio rabbit holes.Such fun!All best,LesterSleepsIn
I've woken up to the painful awareness of the fragility of my physical self after having taken for granted the excellent health and good fortune I'd enjoyed my entire life.
To those who've expressed concern for my whereabouts--I've withdrawn from all the classical music and audiophile forums I previously participated in for the sad reason of having suffered SSNHL (sudden sensorineural hearing loss) in my left ear almost 3 months ago. I'm now virtually completely deaf in the affected ear and thus my days of listening critically to music in stereo are over. This has a grim period for me and I'm only recently beginning to come to terms with my disability by renewing interest in things other than music that I've also loved such as literature.I've been extremely passionate about collecting and listening to music as far back as I can remember and an audiophile since age 14 (I'm currently 62). Both of these hobbies are now permanently over for me. I've woken up to the painful awareness of the fragility of my physical self after having taken for granted the excellent health and good fortune I'd enjoyed my entire life.SSNHL can happen spontaneously to anyone. The cause is unknown. Incidence in the population is about 1/5000.Thanks everyone, especially you Lester, for all the fun I've had on the forum and I'll always treasure knowing that I turned a few people on to some great recordings and got to hear some great music some of you all have prompted me to seek out.Please everyone, stay healthy and enjoy every second that you have available to appreciate your music and your audio gear.Bye.
You may eventually be able to adjust to listening in your current state. Maybe people do that, and reach a point where they enjoy music as much as ever. Thinking of my brother-in-law in particular. Good luck.
Thanks for your encouragement.So far, listening is a mixture of pleasure and pain. My affected ear translates sound (if it's loud enough) into noise; so I get music in my good ear and varying levels of noise in the other. Covering the bad ear alleviates this to some extent. Mostly, listening just elicits a lot of sadness over what I now cannot hear i.e., the details and subtleties, the magic of ppp passages, any sense of sound-stage or imaging in the recording. Everything sounds flat and somewhat harsh (not just music but everything at all times).I've been learning to accept the situation and I definitely believe that, with time, I'll reach a point where I no longer suffer the feelings of grief and loss I've been experiencing since this started. Hopefully that will include bringing music back into my life one way or another.
perhaps you’d be willing to share what you’re reading in the “What Book” thread.
Lovely hirez recording of Shubert's final Piano Sonatas:
Andolink - I am truly sorry about your hearing loss. I know classical music has been a passion of yours and can only imagine how this has affected you. I do hope you will find a way to enjoy music again. I have greatly enjoyed your posts and have frequently checked into the albums that you have been listening to. Please know that you have positively affected many of us and your contributions will truly be missed. But I hope you will find a way to return.All the best,Peter