In your church marbles, whom do you serve?What is that which you worship? What higher power greater than yourself do you recognize? IF the answer is yourself....than I would say you are quite incorrect in your religion. You are not the greatest being that ever was..... because I AM. So you see you are totally worshipping in the wrong God.
All joking aside, Is it the alchohol that you serve? A thing... an inantimate object that makes you not think about any deeper truth than having a good time? What about the bartender? Do you serve him/her or do they serve YOU another beer? What about the band? Do you lay down before the feet of the musicians and worship their grand creation because THEY are gods and greater than yourself? What about the music itself? It makes you feel good...like dancing maybe. Which in turn must mean you are worshiping your own emotion of happiness. Is your emotion worth the praise you lay before it? What about the women you hit on? Do THEY deserve your praise and worship as they make you grovel for a piece of *** ? Or maybe the women flock to you like geese go south for the winter. Dosn't that make you FEEL like your'e being worshipped? Yet again we are back to worshipping yourself which is the cornerstone of atheism, I should know I used to be an atheist; a satanist too for a matter of fact.
If you claim to be agnostic, then you are really just an atheist that dosn't understand the root of his own religion.
Kind of like Black magic verses White magic, they are really the same thing but the person that is weilding white magic thinks that they are good, while the black magic person knows that it is just a trap to pull them from white magic into the deeper level of black magic at some point in the hopelfully near future
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They all lead to dead ends, you're stuck in a box that you can't escape. The more you are traped in that box... the smaller the boundries seem to become. Then the only thing left in your world that seems to have any importance at all is yourself, and when you are left with yourself long enough, YOU don't even seem to matter anymore, cut off from the rest of the world, alone in your own universe of your own making. Now the box is so small amd yet it is empty, because YOU are empty and nothing seems to matter anymore. You are not in the box... YOU ARE THE BOX! The world outside, the world you experience is dry and wasting away like a flower that was once beatiful and now withers with the dieing season of innocence. Nothing matters, there are no rules, everything goes, and it's all up to you to decide the outcome of other peoples lives as you take your neighbors wife and destroy some little childs family that did'nt even have a chance or anything to do with you becoming the person that you have become.
Is it fair to them? Is if fair to yourself? Is it fair to the people that care about you ? Is it fair to the rest of the world?
Maybe as you look into yourself you will say yes. Because so and so did this when I was this It is ok for me to do whatever it is I really know is wrong now. Or you could say NO I will NOT continue to be part of the disease that raveges mankind and destroys hearts and souls without giving it another thought.
You could even decide to forgive the people in your past that have helped to alter your growth from that which you were destined to become; The representative of righteousness in this world that casts it's light upon the darkness of this world and restores that which was raveged by the lion. Helping to remedy the mutants of perfection we have all become and fill yourself and others around you with the life giving waters of love.
Or... you could go have another shot and forget all about it and push it off for another day when you deserve to be the hand of God because you have been good and pure for a whole year straight.
The choice is clear, to me anyway. I can say honestly that I won't be going back into ANY box other than the day my body is laid to rest and my conscousness is finally free from the poison of this world that surrounds me and those I love for eternity.
