Yes, that's right. I am just not a good forum participant and I feel sore about the whole thing.
I enjoy this forum, and the people who hang here are fantastic. It's not that I don't want to be here posting and antagonizing

, it's just that my audiophile life has been ruined over the past year plus.
I screwed up and bought McIntosh. When I did that, I had no idea that I would have no audiophile life anymore. I don't fit in with most of my old audiophile friends anymore. I don't even talk to most of them anymore, and it just kind of happened. I just have been listening to too much music since I got McIntosh gear.
I haven't even taken the time to sit down and write a review of the gear that has caused all this because I can't turn it off long enough to write. In fact, I don't even know if I know what to listen for anymore. I even tried to compare two Mc preamps the other night just for fun, and I totally forgot what the hell I was even supposed to be listening for. I just swapped them out, and I forgot to listen for the differences.
It's sad really, and I owe all you guys an apology for not being around to be the old smart alec audiophile who burned through 40-50 pieces of gear a year. I can't take all the blame for it. Some of it will have to lie with the boys in Binghamton, NY. Those bastards did this to me and I'm not sure I'll ever recover.
This is no swan song. I'm not going anywhere. I'll still come to the meets sometimes, but I can't be the perfect audiophile I once was. I don't have it in me anymore now.
When your system bleeds emotion listening to a live club recording of Colonel Claypool's Bucket of Bernie Brains, it's hard to be interested in changing out gear or cables anymore.
This post really has no point, and if you made it this far, you're a trooper. I really just wanted to post, but I couldn't think of anything to post about that was really audiophile quality. So the guilt set in.

L8r,
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