Oh man! Chris, i'm so sorry that this happened man! I never met you in person, but dude; you're a friend regardless. I had a similar situation happen within the past half year and i know it's insanely tough to cope. Your mom is in a better place now! A piece of her lives on inside of you, so you strut around proudly knowing that you're a momma's boy and DAMN proud of it!
Chris, all of us at AC hope the best for you, I still do believe that AC's one of the best forums because of the maturity of our forum members (sans bdv). Anyway, if there's anything i can do (smoke salmon from the west coast? haha) lemme know, i'm down with that!
Get back soon, and enjoy life. We all miss you brotha!