I started this topic because I was proud of my little shit, and it turned into a therapeutic remembrance for me...as probably for a lot of you guys with your babies as well....remembering baby fondly, but always with a somewhat heavy heart.
Well, it's been 4 months now since Powder passed away...as with Precious, we were always aware of kidney problems, with weekly fluid packs for a couple of years, and finally spleen cancer killed him..thankfully, pretty fast within 5 days of being superbly agile before.
Yes, Precious was hard, but the death of Powder hit us like a ton of bricks. He was the one. He was unbelievably angelic, probably the single most gentle being I ever encountered. And it coincided with Irina's start of her chemotherapy. So, as you can imagine, this really dark cloud hang over us for weeks.....and for a couple of weeks I didn't even pick up the phone, but it's time for me remembering him with my complete love for him. Man, I miss this beautiful boy, miss my daily hour long "talks" (not kidding) with him....
And thanks to everybody for letting me do this "therapeutic" posting...it means a lot to me.


