Vinnie:
There's a great line from the movie 'The Taking of Pelham, One, Two, Three' where Robert Shaw (the highjacker) asks where Walter Matthau (the Transit Official and negotiator) is to continue the negotiations and Ben Stiller (Matthau's subordinant) says "even great men have to pee".
Not exactly the same circumstances but the point is relevant.
Life is what happens to you when you're busy planning something else.
Just take it easy and all will work out.
Had no doubts about your return.
nonoise